July 29, 2013 — kovie_p
July 29, 2013 — kovie_p
“The wait is the hardest part”!!!!
Nobody lied! Between my phone, my tablet and the PC currently open in front of me, I’ve refreshed my emails so many times today, it’s a wonder neither Yahoo nor Gmail have sent me a warning to desist.
I can deal with a lot of things, maybe even anything at all if I don’t have to wait. Whether it’s waiting to be served, waiting for a call to connect (I’m looking at you, MTN), waiting for a cab, waiting for my paycheck, or waiting, like I currently am, for that email that might change the way the next one year of my life would go. Waiting makes everything ten times harder. Waiting is hard! Period.
After that phone interview on Friday, I’ve practically been on edge. Yes, I realize that the nice lady who interviewed me said I’d hear from them at the beginning of this week. Yes, I realize Monday isn’t over yet. Yes, I realize I’m probably getting worked up over nothing. And yes, I realize I’m being a tad dramatic, but I’d really like to get this news and be done with it. Strange how right now I don’t even care if the news is good or bad, I just want to know.
Everything else that’s happening today, is really such a blur. I can’t concentrate on what’s being said in this meeting right now. Oh, did I mention I’m currently passively “participating” in this departmental meeting at work that’s going on FOREVER! Sigh. These people can talk! Don’t they realize some of us have really important stuff to do? Like hitting the refresh button on this page and excitedly grabbing my phone with every ‘beep’. Snap! If I get another email notification from DealDey right now, I’ll scream!!!
I probably didn’t pick the best date for this project. I should have gone with the 31st like I originally wanted. I’m sure I’d have had something better to talk about. It’ll be my birthday then *huge grin*. I turn 26!!! *shrrrrieeeeekkk* It would have been a lovely day to write about sunshine and..
*beep*
Not again! DealDey! Argh!!!
Dear God, patience is a virtue I desire.
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About Kovie: Lawyer by training, artist at heart. Currently learning to trust God and love people. Abuses exclamation marks and believes there’s a story in every breath. I tweet random ramblings as @kovie_p, and blog fairly often at http://futurenewyoker.wordpress.com